PRELUDE TO HER DARK MIRROR

     I’ve lost all fear of being betrayed. I have lost all fear of being abandoned. I have lost all fear of being homeless. I’ve lost all fear of having no place left to turn and no place left to go. I’ve even lost all fear of death itself.

You dressed me up because I’d snubbed you. You dressed me up in a cowgirl outfit and made me dance with you because she’d gone to the dance hall with someone else.

With another of your many affairs, you took me out and bought me a tight-fitting outfit, again at a cheap dress store, because Lilly would be at the study-group, get-together with her husband, and you wanted her to see you had a beautiful woman at home.

You threatened to blow up my world if I threw you out, and yet years later you threatened to make me homeless. And when you had a new girl to whisper to. the same words you'd whispered to me, "I’ve got you, baby, I’ll never let you go"—you threw me out, knowing I had no place left of my own. After all, you had been the one to help me get rid of my things, and you'd helped me to give up my home. Yet you still made me go, though I’d never done the same to you in all those years—all those times I when I should have.

I’ve hidden in closets to escape your wrath, and I’ve taken refuge behind locked bathroom doors, praying you wouldn’t break in. I’ve sat in despair while you forced my bedroom door open, in spite of all the furniture I had placed in front. I’ve lied to cover bruises, and I’ve bled internally from the damage you'd done, and you weren’t done with me. No, you couldn’t be done until you could make me out as the bad one, the crazy one who wouldn’t leave you alone. You knew I loved you, and you used my love to bring me down.

Well baby, I’ve crawled across glass for every ounce I’ve gained since then, and I’ve lost all my fear along the way. I’ve come to know that if I hadn’t been so afraid of being betrayed—I’d have never been afraid of you at all….

Most of all—you will get to watch me be wildly successful at everything you sought to destroy. You will get to watch me be the successful author you said I’d never be. You will get to watch as I live wonderfully—every dream you tried to trample into dust. You did your best to shatter those dreams, so I think it’s fitting that all the things you swore I sucked at are the things that raise me up. Every time you turn a corner and find me there, doing well, I want you to remember the very last thing you did to me—when I was down and out…. 

I’ll forgive you some day like I forgave you all the rest. Keeping grudges only gives you power, and you don’t have that right…but I will never give you the love you so willingly threw away. And I feel sorry for you—because you’re the one who’s going to miss my love.

Isn’t it funny how we never appreciate what we have—until it’s gone?

Bet it drives you more than a little crazy that I have the peace you’d never let me know. And when I laugh, I'll remember you tried to take that too. Too much joy always seemed to irritate you. I will live each day with joy, knowing that if you hadn’t thrown me out—I'd still be right there shaking, watching your face, all twisted with hate, and listening to every disgusting word you’d scream….

You didn’t deserve all the years I stood beside you, even while you brutalized the love I never tried to hide. Still, you have spared me anymore of the rage that eats at you—and for that I’m thankful we finally, really are—through.

You never deserved—me. And baby, I’m finally home.

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It's the night before Thanksgiving and all is quiet. Things have been tough lately, but what can you do. I keep plugging onward. That's the best medicine anyway. Isn't it?

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In Volume 1 of 4 in Season 1, of this dark urban fantasy, romantic novellas, an ancient race and a prophecy foretells of four princes, the sons of the dark mother, who rise up with a nation of old vamps to stop the rogue factions from ruling over mankind. 

In the hidden realms of this world lies a secret that could destroy the human race… 

Jess refuses to give up her search for the boy she once loved, who destroyed her dreams and betrayed the Jaguar People when he killed one fateful day seven years before. It's hunt that brings her face-to-face with the secrets of her past…and brings her back to the Alliance and the hidden palace that holds her people. 

Mira has come with her lovers Micah, and Lucius, to find her missing sister. What she finds sets her on a whole new path as one of the Sisters of Three. 

Constantine has deliberately caused the change to come over their sister. She must now live with Dracon to learn to deal with her hunger. 

The Jaguar people work with an ancient race of Vampires to protect races on Mother Earth from the rogue factions of vampires and the same brutal enemy, Constantine, who has been threatening all of their Peoples. Justice is the first prince of the Sons of the Dark Mother, the Prince of Fire, destined to help their people.  

Being of the Jaguar People herself, it's also a chance for Jess to learn more about her lost heritage, and she discovers secrets about her own destiny from the Jaguar Witch, Mira, about the Sisters of Three.  

But Jess is forced to face the truth when she comes face-to-face with Justice when she interferes with the mission, and as their undeniable attraction heats up, she finds out a truth that puts them on a whole new level. 

As they delve deeper into hidden worlds of their realms, they begin to unravel a long-hidden secret from their missing parents. The dark truth about her own beloved people is about to come to light, and it'll change their fates forever…and threaten everyone they love.

Kid--to be released....

When I chose my writing name, I did not realize at first that the wolf had returned to me. I am a Jaguar Witch. And as a child my parents had owned a wolf. The wolf had been a part of my family for much of my childhood. At first the wolf had come in Taku, a male, half-wolf--half-malamute. Later, they came through the malamutes, but they came because my childhood was so unbearable to me that I nearly willed myself to die at 6 years old. And they came because they were my family, to teach me about family, to teach me what my parents could not.

I have kept my solitary practice private, until now. But with the birth of each new book, I feel compelled to come forward. And so I am pleased to announce that the websites, I have sat on for years, are now coming to light.

I'm going to need a lot of help. I need all the Daughters of Goddess of the world, and her sons, too, to step forward. I need those who would help to run this site in whatever manner you are blessed to do well. We will put up articles, build on the Book of Shadows, and even stalk the Magical Cupboard. We will do whatever each of us are moved to do.

I invite authors to come and place links to your books on this site.


The Great Mother is moving us, though each of these books to become keys in our consciousness, to awaken a remembering in each of us.

Coming soon......!

I released this book once, but then I pulled it. I realized there was much more to this story, and I would be doing it a great disservice if I didn't go those extra miles. But now it's nearly there!

To be re-released by Christmas!! Look for the updates!

Coming soon.....

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